It’s been a long time since I have done one of these. If anyone actually reads them, I am sorry you had to wait. (But who would read these lol) So today was like any other normal day. I woke up early to take my mom to work so I could have the car. I did stuff with the car, picked her up from work and came home to chill. My best friend is a Lobsterman so he works most of the day and doesn’t get out till evening times. He texted me around 7 or 8. (like normal) Asked if I was home and sure enough, I was. He came over asked if I wanted to go for a walk and I did. So we went out on the bike path that leads along the Androscogan (probs spelt wrong) river. We were out there until a good 11:30 or so before we made it back to my house. It was a good time. We smoked some cigars, sat and watched the stars and chilled on our walk. Classy, I know. When we got back we were fucking hungry. So we went to McD’s. When we left my house my mom was sleeping. He turned his car on and it squealed. it’s a ‘92 Volvo soo that seems to be normal now. We left and came back. When we got back my mom’s light went on in her room I was like “Well shit..” I went inside and my friend left. She opened the door for me and then on a dime she turned and yelled at me for him having a loud car. She was right out pissed. And then she went on about how we never seem to go anywhere until it’s dark and we never get back home till like 1 in the morning. I looked at her and said I’m sorry his car woke you up. And I’m sorry that my friend can’t get to town until the evening. And I am so fucking sorry that we have a good time and we come home late. I am 19 years old, almost 20 this fall. And I do not have a curfew. She just looked at me and said well if it woke me up I can only imagine how the neighbors feel about his car. Then she stomped up to her room and slammed her door. It pissed me off a lot that I got in trouble for having a social life and that I cannot control the sounds of his car when it turns on. My sister and mother wonder why I don’t want to live at home this coming school year. I can’t seem to fucking do anything at home. I am confined to my house until someone comes to get me. The only person that comes to get me is him. Fucking christ it pisses me off. I want to live in a dorm room with my friends so I can live and do stuff with people. Not just sit at home watching tv because there is nothing to do here…. fuck. I guess I’m done.
Blahh # 7